You've Reach Your Destination
we were born strangers
coincidently, or was it fated
both of us crossed each others path
will this be a blessing
or will this be a......
Knowing Me
SHEENA LEE PEI LING
4TH MAY 1991
Stubborn
Sensitive
Forgetful
Emotional
Breaks Down Easily
Insane at times
FEAR kins to leave
you won't understand me
Desires
I want toroom of boredom
searching, appreciate, happiness
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 1:31:00 PM
First thing first to share with people out there that is,
I am smiling
I feel a sudden happiness running through my mind. sort of crazy but this is blissfulness..
I feel like blogging.. feel that my blogskin is perfect. feel that this world is so beautiful..
I feel that I am fortunate.. I am satisfied with my life..
I love I miss my childhood life. .. I love I miss my family.. I love I miss my Baby..
I Love I Miss every single little things that is around me..
although it has been a bumpy road bumpy journey, I will learn to accept what I am what I have.. that doesn't mean I will not complain/rant certain unhappiness anymore. =))
why am I so happy? Perhaps, after seeing him?? =)))
I hope things will go smoothly, that I will not commit so many mistakes time and time again..
I am into him.. Crazy over him.. All about him...
May 2010 be a good year.. 2009 hasn't been a good one..
needs
truth
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 11:57:00 PM
Falling In Love With Him Deeply Day By Day
- words deep down my heart
needs
Weak
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 12:52:00 PM
Damn Me. I fell Sick again. Since 24th December.
How great. I spend my Chirstmas SICK AT HOME. =((
Throat Infection again. I don't really understand how I got it.
This time round it is on both sides of my throat.
Could barely talk or swallow anything.
I went to see doctor just early in the morning.
The lady gave me an Injection.
She said I probably did not recover from my last infection. which is about one month ago ONLY
damn.. I feel so terrible. thanks to the injection and medication I think I'm able to use com now.
Just don't understand why my body is always so weak.
Thank goodness there's no test. like the other time.
&& I feel so guilty and bad. I didn't really contact Baby as I was resting.
Sighh.. He is sooo Unhappy with me..
I really didn't mean to. Made him spend lonely chirstmas.
Sighhhhh...
Sorry Baby..
I hope I'll recover soon and make it up for him..
Loves,
Sheena
needs
blissful yet breathtaking
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 3:39:00 PM
am i too much sensitive or what.
apparently, this does not applies to him.
just seen something i am not supposed to.
the first thing that runs through my mind was, i should have just let it go, let it run wild, back to its own land, own world.
but something is holding me back greatly.
i am sort of, in the mindst of processing my mind.
so confused, ain't know what to do.
then again, I questioned myself.
why did I have it when I know I can't. that I promised myself I'm not going to?
i feel like an intruder. stolen someone's else property when it could/might have been better.
why am i not thinking. why am i NOT THINKING?!!
& I seriously did not enjoy or go out that often until this december.
you guys know that. or rather. when I started prawning back.
nevermind. always take one step at time time. let nature takes it course when you ain't know what to do.
shall concentrate on my projects.
(I am going to find the truth)
you may or may not understand me.
but long more can I withstand.
lnG.
needs
Elated
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 12:50:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!
Baby's birthday today. =)) Accompany him since Saturday - Midnight - after Mef's celebration. Later during Sunday night, went home, got change, out again with Baby. Catch a movie - The Storm Warrior II at Bugis Junction. (Baby we will NOT go to the theatre ever again).
Had steaming steamboat afterwards. Then there was the celebration at KTV with Conrad staffs. Around 20 people. Baby must have had been HAPPY!! - Birthday song, etc. Got him a shirt from Fred Perry. Never had I been so generous. LOL.
I feel blissful having Baby as my boyfriend. Now that the whole Conrad knows, Baby doesn't have to worry about people wanting to flirt with me. I am officially yours.
I feel so loved by him. I have a doting Baby. Loving Dear. Simply love him soooo much!!
Going to go home, and out to celebrated baby's birthday again later. Birthday Marathon. XD.. Prawning session for today.. Love Love..
Mef & Ber official Birthday tomorrow. 1st Ever apology first if I couldn't make it for tomorrow's dinner. you know. =D Mef got drunk during Saturday, her early Birthday Celebration - Drinking. CHIVAS - Beer Belly. Great that she is Happy. Happy that she is Happy.
Next week break. Finally.. By the way, I 've gotten a 2nd Warning letter. DAMN!! For ACCOUNTINGS!! by right you can't have an attendance of 85% and below. I've hit 83.3%. Proud of myself. One more time & I need to repeat my module the next semester. How great. Pray hard I will be punctual. Shugss... I wana work!!
Gonna go do school work now.
(Baby is still sleeping.)
with lots of love
Sheena
needs
What to do
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 1:07:00 AM
Yes! Blogskin finally up!
Encountered some technical difficulties just now.
What have I been doing today?
renovate Restaurant City & Blogskin.
no choice
too bad
open book close book
hungry
going out
will wait till 4am and order mcd breakfast!
with lots of love,
Sheena
needs
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 4:04:00 PM
What's for the coming week
Mon - PAcc ICA
Tues - Acesss ICA, EffWs ICA
Wed - Macro ICA
what could have been worse?
I need to find myself back
Stop thinking of unneccesary stuffs
*puff cheeks*
Very much want to change blogskin
Found one already
Very much want to change it now
Priority
It is going to take quite a bit of time
Dreams
I'm coming for you
First - studies always comes first
I think I've been too ambitious
Stressing myself too much
Giving too much pressure to myself
Hence Breakdown
Wants to quit school very much to fufil my dreams
but things would be better with a degree - sigh
Busy
Random
Mind swaying
Mind wandering all over
Random
Random
Random
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